Thursday, May 03, 2007

time has passed so fast just when i had to get used to uni life, its already almost the end of a sem
well not quite but have 4 wks to exams.. am so not liking bcom cos maths really bad so when doin finance topics am dying. so much so will prob drop it as dun wan to fail any subj and risk devalueing my degree. ya it will cost a quite a sum but i find compared to the long term benefits this would wake me up pretty gd which it has..
Life this yr has been more tame compared to last yr
i have stopped goin out with frens and well basically living a more normal(ie boring life)
but its fine cos now i have better things to fill my time with (ie church stuff)
tho im not as active when i was back in CM im still trying to help out in ways tat i can
im also doing TKD tho do not profess to be tat good in it
i suppose in a way i do miss my ol lifestyle but realise its for the better as now i have more impt things to concentrate on other than studies of course
haha the "interesting" subj well i still am hopeless at
i guess one reason why i tried the student lifestyle was to try and fit in which i did but i realise for the wrong reasons
so now im left to be myself .. which haha i admit is not particularly interesting
tho i try .. realli hard hehe
frens wise totally mixing with frens for last yr FY
in terms of tutorial mates well dun relli talk to them much no particular reason why tho
'nice people' there are a few but well after being burned a bit in the past trying to think bout it too much and bother goin after cos if i learnt from experience by the time u actually r interested in someone things can swing either ways gd or realli bad
id rather just be myself(not hard) and let God bring someone to my life. basically there are nice girls arnd me its just tat i dun wan to rush things for any reason but just to have mingle and have fun in process
anyways this shld do for now till next post
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