Heh first day of mid-semester break has been awesome so far. Woke up late, then went to beach with foundation friends. After long drive, went there and the sun was awesome.. tried playin touch for abit then got bored and just buried aufar in the sand.. haha good times
Bit guilty that haven started on any of essays yet but guess will spend rest of week doing it so it kinda balances out. Still haven quite sussed out what Im intending to study next year yet and heh looking forward to/ dreading it at the same time.
kinda getting tired of mindless writing of essays and heh cant wait to just relax.. for a while before worrying bout next year haha

church wise.. things are awesome.. or kinda awesome.. cos one of guys pulled out of LG, my LG is currently shelved but heh other than tat other aspects of church still rock. Serving in worship team has never been as fulfilling and really glad and able to grow and serve in this manner heh. Relationships wise.. haha i still kinda have a long way to go from being ready to find the 'one'.
Still have many things to work on and prepare myself for.. and well haha so far process seems slow but heh ill get there... eventually.. i hope.. heh
This season seems to be the season for getting attached.. or in finding the right one for different pple around me. Not that it pressures me much but heh.. personally i know im prob not as ready as each of these people so kinda have no right to be jealous or envious about. wish i was ready now but think that cant happen overnight. so have to wait for it to happen over time.. sigh
so many eligible pple around me and yet haha think i have long way to go to be close to their level/ standard. heh
of all the things which i think im not called for is the gift of celibacy cos well i dun really like not being able to share my life with someone.. so haha call me a sap if u must but tats wat i think.
i went to watch a movie with some friends over weekend , the ugly truth and honestly wat struck me most about gerard butler's role other than him being crude is that he actually helped katherine heigl's character out with her love interest that when he eventually fell for her , he couldnt do anything bout it..
ironically i feel that way that i seem to be able to help everyone except myself.. kinda sad in a way but haha guess if tats the way it works for now. then ill just stick to it. somehow in my view. despite wanting to help pple out. i seem to sacrifice myself and my feelings in the process. the expense of helping others out seems noble but personally its one of the hardest things i have to do.
the price/cost of being APL is alot.. i do enjoy helping pple out.. its just at times.. i wish i could just exist.. emotionally heh despite stigma that men do not have emotions, some of us do and i seem to be one of those 'fortunate' chaps that do. how some men remain emotionless and distant from their feelings seem well at times something that i wish i had. but that cost would mean i wouldnt care about my family, frens which is a cost that im not willing to pay.
heh this from day 1 of holiday.. 6 more days ( and mayb more) of blogging insight to come =)

bleah. 2nd week of uni back and well.. kinda glad have things to do to occupy time now.. things getting bz at uni with assignments and stuff coming up. last sem in uni for deg.. scary thought. God willing i can clear everything then my scary journey called life begins. and if worrying bout uni is not hard enough as it is, i kinda stuffed up something which meant and kinda still means heaps to me.
recently few days back i was confronted with a decision to talk to a fren about a particular topic. and being suddenly confronted by it, i initially thought it was a good idea to clarify stuff.. which in normal circumstances is good but in mine.. totally ruined in my view.. the frenship. since having the talk, i have been treated differently from this otherwise close fren of mine. It has come to a point where, even when im with her, i struggle to talk because of the tension in the air. In other cases it would be better to talk things thru but in this case, all it did was cost me the friendship.. which in this case. i cant even begin to explain. So in a mere week?, everything changed and the person i thought i knew, apparently i dun anymore. Is there a silver lining in this? heh if there is i cant find it and well.. i guess this happens in life and well gonna have to deal with it somehow.
Keep replaying in my mind the situation and if i had just shut up, all this would have been avoided..
I wish i had just shut up
APL.. =(

hmm now that exams over.. can restart long forgotten hobby of blogging..
quite sure no one follows this blog anymore so can write as much as i wish.
sigh really hope can pass upcoming exams cos hope to graduate soon haha
need to pray hard that God opens the door so can stay here.. if not have to go back to sG which would rather stay here a while more.. my heart is still with dunedin
unfortunately while my heart remains here.. part of me will be lost come next year.. a dear fren may be moving away to get a job elsewhere and that is something which i am so not looking forward to . I've known her for quite some time and shes someone i can be myself around. Just silly ol' APL
just being able to open up and share my thoughts and life with her has been one of the greatest things that have happened in my life and come next year when she leaves.. part of me will be going away and .. as much as i dun wan that to happen.. if its God will she moves, haha who am i to say anything about it.
which brings me to my dilemma.. this 3 weeks will be a time where i need to sit down and pray my heart out for things that i see as important. Job, PR , location these are some of things on my agenda..
These things are some of the things i have to surrender to God and let his will be done.. Who am i to insist on doing things my way. The creator of heaven and earth will surely know what hes doing much better than i do haha
while i am growing older, I continue to believe that God has the ideal woman out there for me..
I need to train myself to be the godly leader,man that I have been called to be.
Just hard at times.. doing life, with no one to share my heart out totally to. Which is why by her leaving, I would have lost someone who i greatly care about. While we will be seperated by a vast distance, i pray that the friendship will still last because.. well she means that much to me..
heh.. not bad 1st post in a while and u get emo APL..
heh so free now.. this is best thing to do to clear head heh
APL

lets see.. where do i begin
this is like 5th week of being a 3rd year uni BA student and.. well I kinda have lot more time than i expected.. which is good and bad depends on how u look at it. i kinda have more freedom to do work at my own pace.. which well i guess is good.. in a way. I kinda miss having more classes, like in foundation having same classmates cos my papers are so random that i rarely see people for long.. sigh

have few assignments due before mid sem break so trying to cram them out asap
church wise.. am enjoying my ministry and still growing in it, am grooming up new leaders to take over/assist with service so thats good. worship is something which i can continually do and not get tired of.. so tats awesome .camp is coming up and am so excited for tat and yet.. something has been on my mind for a while and tats kinda main reason why im posting on this.

I've known X for quite a while now..but somehow never got to know her that well until this year.
the more i get to know and interact with her the more i feel comfortable around her and stuff.. The thing is she's pretty, smart and alot of fun to be around, whilst i'm average.. not too intelligent and i hope i;m fun to be around haha.
The thing is that I'm tired of just having one sided crushes cos heh i know too well wat its like for things to go south really fast. The only thing i can do now is well i haven the foggiest idea because she is like (yea sounds cliche but too bad) the ideal person that i had in mind. The only thing is I have no idea how she feels because prob dun dare ask her or I think i can guess the answer.
Its just annoying how someone so seeming perfect is there but u cant quite do anything about it .
Only thing i can do now is pray that either a) a situation arises where i can do something about it or b) which is my least fav.. watch as her life unfolds and I can kick myself in the butt for not doing anything. sigh.. I know i should just wait for God to send the ideal person it.. and i really hope its someone like X.. cos aiya.. dunno la
for now.. all i can do is wait and pray.. sigh

Hmm i dunno if its just the pressure of assignments due and impending exams that scares the crap out of me to make me think more but nevertheless in the walk down from uni today, well i was doing what i do best ( thinking la wat else)
In parts of our life, we let people into our life and have the time of our lives together, what happens when tat phase ends? what happens when people get different priorities and move away from the group ( not happening now but just thinking). are we suppose to just wave and wish them all the best?
heck should i know cos im the one thinking..
in 5-10 years from now.. when most of people would have settled down.. will people still wan to catch up with each other or will the 'busy' people choose not to given their priorities??
seems fickle enuff but this was on my mind the whole walk down
that being said.. how would u feel if u were treated like a substitute
as in person X seems to 'want' to hang out with u when person Y is busy
when Y is free.. u never hear a peep from X.. funny isnt it
am i the only one to find that degrading? well mayb just sad but same idea
heh phase of life? who knows haha
what to do? live goes on.. just kinda shows how much ur frenship means to person X( aka not a lot)
another thing that puzzles me is how attraction works. As in not so much why we get attracted , its more like how do u not get attracted to someone.. can u like put up defenses and hope it works? LOL i wish things were tat easy
if any thing cant wait to go home.. too many things happened this year and need my year end 3 month break to reflect and possibly move on.. ( damn thing is harder than i tot.. oh well part of life)
APL out

hmm 9 months since i last used this site.. impressive
heh i wish life has improved in the 9 months and it has.. well sort of
cleared all papers last sem which was good..
and facing 3 quite full on papers this sem..
been busyish these few days with stuff and well not as 'lovely' a picture as i imagined.
have had many things on my mind these few weeks that sigh wish could turn back time and done things differently
i'm intrigued by the concept of holding on
in the song at outreach this song was something that stuck with me for quite a while
very uplifting song especially in this grey area in my life
when ur in a bad/confusing part of ur life.. how long do u hold on for?
till something happens? or till u cant stand it anymore
how long will u wait for something to happen? and if it doesnt wat will u do ?
these are but some of the questions im seeking answers for and they just dun seem to come
how long do i have to subject myself to these thoughts i wonder..
how long will u wait for someone before u realize that nothing will ever happen no matter how much time has passed?
what happens then? yea the ardous journey of letting time heal all wounds..
so wish there was a way to skip this process
would save me lot of heartache heh
laters
APL

yea!! one paper down 3 to go ..
all 3 in 5 days .. haha starts next thur..
paper on a sat.. cant get any better heck yea it can
its andrew lincoln we're talking bout here of course it will get worse
long story short b4 these papers.. got figuratively shot, stabbed, struck with a sledgehammer against a brick wall.. all within 24 hrs
love story of my life so far
keep story short.. was a nice person was iinterested in and well things go well..
then i did something stupid like txt too much
then next thing i know im showing too much attention to her.. i give up ay
this is why im single at 24.. cos i seem to be anti- relationship
anything i seek, ends up getting furthur away..
oh well crap happens.. life goes on and no time to mope exam in 6 days and need all the time i can get.. God if ur listening I really need your help now.. Plz

heh 9 days to exams.. or till 1st paper which hopefully will have 40/70 for internals
hopefully that shld be ok then have a few days to mug for the big 3.. one of which i already have 51.5% of so tats already a pass haha
the other 2 i have have 70% weightage for finals so argh need to go hard out
other than studying for ages in CAL serving has been awesome these few weeks with so many awesome things happening during worship aye.
so need to seek God when i go back to be able to flow and worship the way am supposed to ..
bit sad wont get to see many of my dear friends graduate this yr.. hopefully will try and spend time with them before i head back to SG
On a personal note haha i was praying for direction on a particular situation and to my surprise i actually got sort of an answer to my question only a few minutes later. i mean ya answer wasnt wat i was expecting but it shows that God does listen to prayers. altho what u get may not be wat u expect to hear. other than tat hoping to finish papers so can sort of my leaving this yr flat and preparing to head home.. hang on peeps in SG APL is coming home.. albeit with a bit more weight since busted knee wasnt able to exercise much,, no worries more of APL to love hahahahaha
APL out

man so fast and its end sept.. in couple of weeks nov... then year end
time passes so fast this sem.. seems like only yesterday had to endure first phil lect now have to prepare for exam on it.. oh well
past 2 weeks have been tied down with so many assignments its crazy no wonder not many pple want to do arts.. so many essays and assignments to do .. oh well might as well stick in it and graduate then do something else haha
but guess prob have to start mugging like mad once all assignments are done which should be this week latest..
ministry wise things are going well.. passion for worship got reignited at counted 07 hehe
cant wait to get back into it..
personal stuff haha.. not much new haha ( i know thats why ur reading this blog wahhaa)
or at this stage cos well.. i dunno wat steps to take now.. cos well in past ive never had progress in any relationships and well in this aspect im as new to it as anyone else
at this point just praying hard and seeking guidance.. cos i dun wan to ruin it by rushing or anything so haha will relax and see how things progress..
tats all im saying so there hahaha

well so much for ol' Andrew trick cant seem to get it to work anymore, guess im prob growing up.. it was childish of me to think of tat as a solution to my prob.. guess i'm finally maturing or at least i hope so lol
interestingly enuff i have a fren who shared some stuff with me and some others recently, it was sort of like a testimony of sorts but then again it could have just been his feelings at the time.
In a nutshell the scary thing was that wat he was going thru was pretty much exactly what i had been going thru last yr. the whole partying aspect and drinking aspect was a part of my life back then and it was a norm for me ever so often. it seemed to be fun at the time but as time passed emptiness began to creep in.. heh after a while i just lived that lifestyle devoid of any purpose and was desperate to get out of it but i was kinda drawn in quite a bit cos most if not all my FY friends were doing it. As a result half of my income was spent on alcohol and other assorted vices; ps not drugs tats just wrong stuff .
but it was only after i got back home and spoke to my dad about it was i able to see past all the 'glamour' of it and realized that the emptiness i felt would never be satisfied by partying or alcohol, rathers it's my walk with God and the close christian friends which would see me through this stage of my life and alcohol will never be able to fill that void.
I mean its not easy for sure i have fallen once or twice back to it but thankfully with God's hand in my life, the road has been manageable and thanx to the awesome pple around me, i'm able to stay on course and live a more meaningful life.

hehe mid week in this break of holidays and can say it has gone pretty well so far.. been trying to update on readings and lectures notes but man weather has been pretty good so far except for today other days had nice sunshine. heh last night was interesting cos i sorta panicked after realizing that my intention for going to missions was wrong and well was on the verge of having a major breakdown crisis but thankfully managed to speak to two of my frens one here and one back home in SG so that sort of helped get me back on track. cos was quite bad because my motive for going for missions well was sort of gd/baddish
cos for one i really wanted to go and help other was tat 2 of my frens were goin.
now that one may/is not goin i dunno whether im going for them or for myself..
advice given was to seek God and there my answer will be ..
which sounds valid enuff..
weirder thing is that how can i base my actions on others, i should live my life my way( GOd's way but thru me of course hehe just tot shld add that in )
so at this point trip is i dunno still gotta seek answers and guidance from those close to me.
with regards to " other problems" that arise.. guess have to do and 'ol' andrew trick and buzz off from hehe..

hmm what has been happening.. well its mid semester brk so 1 week to fully concentrate on studying which it wat i shld be doing and am trying to but then again with so much time my dreaded foe has returned.. deep thinking sigh.. whenever i have too much time on my hands this always seem to happen. heh busier i am less likely to bother but this seems to be the trend at this stage. well for one have heaps of readings to do so that shld take up most of time but then again there are its odd moments of self reflection. For anyone who even reads this well , relationships wise haha after so many years being around ,.. haha i'm still quite hopeless at it.. just when i tot i was able to move on again.. something else came in my way.. and now haha that also seems to have a dead end.. so much for finding someone at this stage of my life haha..
Hope its not a sign that ill remain a single guy for rest of my life cos well track record doesnt seem to good at this stage. church wise im having a blast so many pple around that i haven actually had much time to spend with but nonetheless everyone is awesome.. a bit sad that next year many will be gone tho. lifegrp so far is awesome haven had in depth sharing for quite a while so tat aspect is quite refreshing. TAWG wise bit stagnant but trying to improve tat aspect learnt quite a bit last night from night church on how to read and understand the bible which was for me quite useful. hehe
other than tat looking forward to heading home at end of yr and well still trying to figure out how to prepare self for missions trip next year.. so far in a nutshell this has been wats goin on in the life of APL
outz

hehe been a while since last entry
in this time, have had holidays and been up to not much interesting other than badminton and staying over at frens hse whilst getting snowed in
other than tat trying to find stuff to do in winters hard as not tat much job available
and the best part the anti -relationship magnet (ie me) has struck again
however this time hehe i will avoid damage unlike last mishap which lasted me a year.. or thereabouts
or at least try to..
rather than staying and getting closer to the person and get hurt the most when someone else catches her fancy, ill prob do wat ive done before and well has worked for me thus far.. ie RUNNNN!!!!
but honestly cant think of a better way of resolving prob.
ie if theres no hope in it ever goin anywhere, two options, friend which basically means happy for the person no matter wat it is ie getting new bf etc
or errr no generic name for it.. which means u conviniently drift away until their existence means little or naught to u
the right thing to do is to remain or fren route, the usual thing i choose is drift which has worked pretty well thus far.. the thing is would it cost me the frenship
well YA
but then again if it saves u the heartache of being around when she's with another guy
hmm seems quite dummy proof to me haha
oh wells
back to life of a wandering single i guess
sigh..

time has passed so fast just when i had to get used to uni life, its already almost the end of a sem
well not quite but have 4 wks to exams.. am so not liking bcom cos maths really bad so when doin finance topics am dying. so much so will prob drop it as dun wan to fail any subj and risk devalueing my degree. ya it will cost a quite a sum but i find compared to the long term benefits this would wake me up pretty gd which it has..
Life this yr has been more tame compared to last yr
i have stopped goin out with frens and well basically living a more normal(ie boring life)
but its fine cos now i have better things to fill my time with (ie church stuff)
tho im not as active when i was back in CM im still trying to help out in ways tat i can
im also doing TKD tho do not profess to be tat good in it
i suppose in a way i do miss my ol lifestyle but realise its for the better as now i have more impt things to concentrate on other than studies of course
haha the "interesting" subj well i still am hopeless at
i guess one reason why i tried the student lifestyle was to try and fit in which i did but i realise for the wrong reasons
so now im left to be myself .. which haha i admit is not particularly interesting
tho i try .. realli hard hehe
frens wise totally mixing with frens for last yr FY
in terms of tutorial mates well dun relli talk to them much no particular reason why tho
'nice people' there are a few but well after being burned a bit in the past trying to think bout it too much and bother goin after cos if i learnt from experience by the time u actually r interested in someone things can swing either ways gd or realli bad
id rather just be myself(not hard) and let God bring someone to my life. basically there are nice girls arnd me its just tat i dun wan to rush things for any reason but just to have mingle and have fun in process
anyways this shld do for now till next post
Cheerio
APL

hmm been a while since last post so quite a few things to say .. for now well i just finished 3 mid semester tests in a row and tat's as stressful as it gets cos day after u sit for one there's another etc for 3 days straight
only good thing is that i know i realli need to work harder cos was finding it hard to cope with some of the subjects. good news is that after speaking with the course advisor next sem i can switch to a BA in education= teaching.. its totally different from commerce which i found to realise ill be hopeless at. so for now just got to pass these papers to keep the credits..
the wk b4 tat was awesome as my parents were in NZ and had a great time in Wanaka and Te Anau.. Tat weekend as well i went for international service homegroup camp and whoa it was a blast.. i met so many new pple that now i cant use the reason that i dun noe anybody there as an excuse not to go..
met my share of interesting and nice pple which i most of the time dun get to see on sun cos most of them just come for international service on sat
anyways other than the above not much change else other than now i've managed to tone down a whole lot as i've realized that well.. im here to study not to go crazy and have fun .. in the process to find more bout God's Plan for my life which presently i have no inkling about..
other than tat my life is pretty average have good frens arnd and nice pple around me.. life is good
APL

haha in case anyone still reads this dead blog.. well im still alive.. by not much
so far wk 5 in uni and its not bed of roses.. math(finance) is killing me.. am realli questioning whether it was a good idea to do commerce.
well its too late to do phys ed or human nutrition but guess if need be there are other stuff which i can do .. i know marketing may nt have much math but honestly deep down dunno if i can market anything at all.. anyways
weather here is erratic as always..
these days my weeks revolve arnd
mon- tkd
tues- musos
wed- tkd
thur-free for now
fri-lifegrp
weekends still not so bad..
sat have time of fellowship with relatives
sun service( boo yeah) n catch up if possible
socially wise well sorta slowed down since last year
no more parties, drinking etc
suppose its better for me but leaves me with more time ..
somehow life in uni is diff from fy
harder to make frens cos rarely c same grp of pple
tho still c foundy frens.. most are still cool but now tat out of foundy hard to get in touch with others
oh well guess tats the price of moving on..
will try to blog more.. with extra time haha
laters
APL

hehe after 3- 4 months of not blogging im back..
finally moved into my new spacious place and recently have added internet access to it..
will now be able to update blog more often .. mayb hehe
1st wk of uni has passed and well as excited as i was for it to start i have been thinking whether studying commerce is right for me because the reality is that i have a more intense interest in physical education instead but am not sure if would be possible to study it at university level.
O'week has passed and thankfully i have spent my days at home resting and chilling rather than goin out
as the new semester begins i hope to get into a solid routine which will help me keep focused and yet have fun at the same time as well.
will update more soon..
Ciao~
APL

hehe haven updated in mucho long time haha
ive been back in SG since 18 nov and wat have i done.. basically stayed at home cos had to have minor surgery at tan tock seng hospital.. recovery is uber slow and doc said to rest and home so have been homebound since.. prob look for job once i get better other than tat family is fine and enjoying their company . on a good note ive stopped drinking and have basically mellowed down quite a bit.
about time too. awaiting results for FY and praying hard can pass cos i felt it didnt go as well as i expected , anyways other than tat missed quite a few of my frens already.. shout out to Comm A best class ive been in period miss u guys heaps and will need to meet up next year to catch up. so far managed to keep in contact with some of the guys. hmm most of girls dun use msn so tat a bit hard but anyways
time fortunately has been my fren in one particular case.. i have been home for about 2 wks... this time away from nz has i think and hope slowly mellowed some feelings i had for someone who i tot i was close to.. dun ask its just one of those things tat was bound to happen i just didnt want it to. as time passes am sure i would be fine once most of feelings hav died id be back to norm (again i hope this happens). Having fun with my church frens , new pple in and just chilling with those who i consider close to me. this is somethin which i have been waiting for the whole year and now its feels great will update more since haha am stuck at home
APL out for today hAhAAHA

finally just got home to SG and since have quite some time to reflect, time to recap the year in general,
lifestyle wise in dunedin its quiet ... real quiet
studies wise.. for a 2 yr break its not too bad.. hopefully can pass and get into uni if not dang back to drawing board for rnd 2 if it happens
frens wise in dunedin i made many close frens and many ill be proud to call my frens...
relationships wise.. start of year was bad middle was getting worse 3/4 way haha much worse and now.. wat do u think would i be able to get something good from it? haha nice try answers is as predicted .. crap
ah well at least everything has been layed on the table and the choice was made.. as much as i wasnt surprise.. dunno why still felt a glimmer of hope in tat situation..
tat's wat happens , as much as u know something.. it is different when its told to u point blank..
good time to move on APL..
dunno why u bothered to stick arnd to get urself into more hurt but hey im one of those dense one who still believes the impossible until it slaps u in the face..
it shldnt bother me cos i said i didnt care but in a odd and twisted way i do..
But hey im a gentleman bout it and the better man won.. all's fair in love and war as they say..hmm came bak last night and just tonight got into arguement with folks..
as usual i was in the wrong but i was too stubborn to know when to call my bluff.. i guess i will never be able know when to just leave it and shut up and when to fight one..
they were prob rite bt heh so much for trying to be in control of some assets.. watever i've made do in NZ due to my decisions and this aint goin to change much
looks like realli got to work
relationship wise, haha im like a train wreck waiting to happen , the more u wait the longer u realise nothing is goin to show.. oh well cant change tat part of me much but hey u never know till u try
will i apologise prob but not anytime soon..
budget wise heh dun have much say in tat so too bad..

ah 1 wk of study break left then finals.. am panicking quite badly now but well im trying my best and i hope tat its enuff .. in my time here ive made my fair share of close frens and interesting acquaintances. I would realli love to be back next year and hope my rusty brain wont fail me now when i need it the most.. looking back on the frens ive made thus far i can safely say im proud of them.. most of them anyways haha have my share of buddies and circle of those i trust .. and well cant just end of without having my share of well erm.. dunno if they can be called crushes cos im like a bit too mature to have crushes.. haha i wish. all i can say is tat im pretty sure ive moved on cos well feelings if left dead will end up tat way.. or at least that is wat im hoping for soon..
for all those who r hoping ill reveal names etc.. .......... can keep dreaming cos that aint goin to happen anytime soon ..
Friends.. cant live without them .. would be a miserable excuse of a person if didnt have any ,. which is an improvement considering how the past few years ive had like few frens no thnx to my previous experience which i finished in NOV 11 2005.
Just a thought.. do friends actually mean pple who u can remain close to for a long time or pple who under different circumstances would not ever care if u existed.. seriously i have no idea and i hope tat the pple im close to regard me as frens feel the same way i do..
ive gotten to know quite a few pple well and i hope that we'll still be able to be close cos well honestly the start was rough cos i was like err.. more senior than most of them( actually all of them but saying it to make myself feel better and/or console myself that im like a relic compared to most of them hahaha) but thankfully i was able to mingle around and integrate myself into Commerce A which so happens to be the best Class in FY.. and now it feels like everyone is family or close to it..
which is why im concerned that just because we were a tight group in FY would it mean that we'll still be close or as time passes past , we'll drift apart in our own cliches.. ? Bit out of topic cos i would actually need to pass in order to feel that but it still would be the same..
The frens i have made here ,FY DCMFY Elim.. will always be in my heart
Only hope that as time passes, we'll get closer and not drift apart..
To those who i can regard as frens and bro's (sis's dun have dunno why LOL)
i salute u for making this a great year for me..
Look forward to passing and being back next yr(off to pray and mug )
ps mug=study like no day no night