its finally thursday.. can feel weekend upon me.. gd time to.. been given so many assignments its not funny.. have gotten some pics from ski trip to queenstown from some frens(mine not saved onto usb just yet so have to wait while longer while i figure out how to do so frm my cam. sch wise has been like i said tough and busy but its still better than staying home wonder wat to do. been spending some time studying with frens at hostel so its been good.. room wise still messy but liveable.. haven cooked proper meal since moving in and well looking at the kitchen doubt i ever will at least here anyway.
frens wise still quite good but lol if only life was tat simple where everything is so peaceful.. haha oh well.. no one ever said life is smooth..
one of my close frens recently got hooked up and well i am supposed to feel happy for person but well opposite is tru.. feel glad for them bt at same time feel like crap for watever reason.. now dilemma is whether to just be there and stay silent or just mind my own biz and left it drift away( i dun exactly mean drinking myself silly altho tat is tempting haha..
cos wat i am sure is that looking at things are now.. frenship will never go anywhere cos generally one pple get attached they seem to drift away from frens.. so contemplating speeding the process since i wont lose much cept mayb herfrenship which one looking back has been well ok.. more time to contemplate this aspect of life and well tis is part tat sux.. next post will be of pics from trip from frens
enjoy
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Dont feel leftout when friends find mates. I think an important thing that you need to be is absolutely at peace with being with yourself. True, evolution and human desire to propogate will haunt you to find a 'mate', you'll nonetheless have to be strong by yourself first. I do think that with the development of emotional independance, it could make you look strong too. (and perhaps more attractive). Perhaps summatively, you have gone from son/child , to now your first taste of independance.... see this as an opportunity to see who 'you' are. I really think that people (women if you desire) will see your confidence and possibly find it attractive. You can't internalise your drifting friends with the desire to escape through alcohol (alcohol is for happy times :) As another suggestion since youre embarking on a new life... go do something nice for yourself... fr'instance, go to a good salon and talk to the stylist and ask for an easy to maintain new look haircut.. their complete choice. Then get yourself a nice broad collared long sleve shirt that's narrow cut, (surprise yourself with a style you dont usually wear) pair it with your pair of jeans and feel good about yourself... then... when youre HAPPY.... go for a Beer.. (one only, gotta watch the calories)
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