Sunday, November 19, 2006

finally just got home to SG and since have quite some time to reflect, time to recap the year in general,
lifestyle wise in dunedin its quiet ... real quiet
studies wise.. for a 2 yr break its not too bad.. hopefully can pass and get into uni if not dang back to drawing board for rnd 2 if it happens
frens wise in dunedin i made many close frens and many ill be proud to call my frens...
relationships wise.. start of year was bad middle was getting worse 3/4 way haha much worse and now.. wat do u think would i be able to get something good from it? haha nice try answers is as predicted .. crap
ah well at least everything has been layed on the table and the choice was made.. as much as i wasnt surprise.. dunno why still felt a glimmer of hope in tat situation..
tat's wat happens , as much as u know something.. it is different when its told to u point blank..
good time to move on APL..
dunno why u bothered to stick arnd to get urself into more hurt but hey im one of those dense one who still believes the impossible until it slaps u in the face..
it shldnt bother me cos i said i didnt care but in a odd and twisted way i do..
But hey im a gentleman bout it and the better man won.. all's fair in love and war as they say..hmm came bak last night and just tonight got into arguement with folks..
as usual i was in the wrong but i was too stubborn to know when to call my bluff.. i guess i will never be able know when to just leave it and shut up and when to fight one..
they were prob rite bt heh so much for trying to be in control of some assets.. watever i've made do in NZ due to my decisions and this aint goin to change much
looks like realli got to work
relationship wise, haha im like a train wreck waiting to happen , the more u wait the longer u realise nothing is goin to show.. oh well cant change tat part of me much but hey u never know till u try
will i apologise prob but not anytime soon..
budget wise heh dun have much say in tat so too bad..