Hmm i dunno if its just the pressure of assignments due and impending exams that scares the crap out of me to make me think more but nevertheless in the walk down from uni today, well i was doing what i do best ( thinking la wat else)
In parts of our life, we let people into our life and have the time of our lives together, what happens when tat phase ends? what happens when people get different priorities and move away from the group ( not happening now but just thinking). are we suppose to just wave and wish them all the best?
heck should i know cos im the one thinking..
in 5-10 years from now.. when most of people would have settled down.. will people still wan to catch up with each other or will the 'busy' people choose not to given their priorities??
seems fickle enuff but this was on my mind the whole walk down
that being said.. how would u feel if u were treated like a substitute
as in person X seems to 'want' to hang out with u when person Y is busy
when Y is free.. u never hear a peep from X.. funny isnt it
am i the only one to find that degrading? well mayb just sad but same idea
heh phase of life? who knows haha
what to do? live goes on.. just kinda shows how much ur frenship means to person X( aka not a lot)
another thing that puzzles me is how attraction works. As in not so much why we get attracted , its more like how do u not get attracted to someone.. can u like put up defenses and hope it works? LOL i wish things were tat easy
if any thing cant wait to go home.. too many things happened this year and need my year end 3 month break to reflect and possibly move on.. ( damn thing is harder than i tot.. oh well part of life)
APL out