this is not a good start to the semester.. 3rd day of semester already and im sooo tired. of everything. I slacked around too much during break so now have back to back assignments to do.
Stuff has happened around me in which i'm affected so that kinda sux. Was at leaders meeting today and well.. honestly for the first time in a while.. felt like i dun deserve to be there.
Is this what it feels like to be burnt out? cos if it is it really sux. While im worried bout studies, things just keep happening to tick me off.. arghhh
heh well now that tats out of picture, man of all times to be burdened down , 'love' the timing for this.
I still enjoy serving but think have been doing it out of my own strength so feel really tired.. leading anyway.
looks like need to chillax abit to get my head on right.
studies wise things piling up and have so much to catch up on. really wish had more time to cover stuff but gotta make do with what i have. sigh
so tired being me.. physically draining, emotionally draining.. i wish i could take a break being me
if i could .. i would just let myself operate and let body function on its own( yea i know its not possible but heh )
man wish family was here.. mom dad becky.. sigh
hope dun stay in this state for long.. its depressing sigh
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