a month to my finals to my first degree.. cant wait yet worried cos have heaps to do.
past few weeks have been crazy with assignments and the uncertainty of the future,
my final essay is due fri and after tat comes the unenvieable task of studying for 2 of the most challeging papers ive fast thus far. for papers that suppose to build up my beliefs, they are good to know but insanely hard to study for. ah well.s 1 month of intensive hopefully will be enough.
also need to sort out papers for tourism next year and heh figure out what im goin to do over summer break in this 'awesome' place.
at worship prac dinner, realized how far ive come and honestly how far i have got to go before i get better. Have been stagnant for the longest time and could be because of few factors, study and prob little of lack thereof of quiet time.. hmm
somehow its taken me a while but realize that nothing i can do will ever change my life unless God wills it. and well past year have had my share of ups and downs ( mostly downs ) lol
relationships wise.. its been a mess and confusing as heck. just cant seem to accept the fact that God wont show me the one until Im ready and by the looks of things ive got a long way to go.
I have always been the 'one' who gives advice and stuff but haha sad thing is im never the one that the advice is for. talk bout irony =(
anyways.. have to do the hard thing and just leave it to God to unfold his plan.. and at same time have to be moulded to be right person
( interestingly wonder what requirements for me do i lack to become..well passable ) haha.. and well hope that can survive it cos while God knows my limits, sigh i just wish i could be content single.
on first positive note.. exercise at 6am has been goin ok so far tho almost died today cos was doing so much weights.. will hurt like mad tmr.. hope to lose 10+ kg at some stage.. im too fat and need to see 6 pack soon or eventually
anything interesting in my life other than tat.. not really
these few things have been on my mind for quite some time now
oh ya. for some reason TAWG has been going veri slow for quite a well need to jumpstart it cos cant really hear from God much cos of silly reasons that have been coming up.. man so need to work on my life..
dang sound so emo now... arghh
anyways.. again
back to assignment and life ... fun.. =)
