today i discovered something during my expedition to south Dunedin. heh since it was a good day to walk, i walked from home to south D and whilst wanted to walk to beach, it got cold so changed mind heh. i realized that i have been a 'selfish' christian in the sense that i always come to God only when i want stuff like favour, blessing and well kinda take God for granted. Rather than living to serve him, I end up using him in that sense. Which really sucks and well this walk gave me time to think. While i have a rough idea of what my future is, would rather live my life according to his plan for my life, rather than what i want to do. I mean who else would know me better than the one who created me. My knowledge is scarcely limited and by all accounts i consider myself average. In actual fact, Im blessed to be here and to have my life the way it is. Guess im finally tired of trying to live life my way.. time to let God take over and let his will be done through me. Just my revelation in my journey of life and well.. cant wait to live his plan for my life. Cos it will be better than what i think my life could be heh.
REady when you are Lord. hee~