Sunday, October 29, 2006

ah 1 wk of study break left then finals.. am panicking quite badly now but well im trying my best and i hope tat its enuff .. in my time here ive made my fair share of close frens and interesting acquaintances. I would realli love to be back next year and hope my rusty brain wont fail me now when i need it the most.. looking back on the frens ive made thus far i can safely say im proud of them.. most of them anyways haha have my share of buddies and circle of those i trust .. and well cant just end of without having my share of well erm.. dunno if they can be called crushes cos im like a bit too mature to have crushes.. haha i wish. all i can say is tat im pretty sure ive moved on cos well feelings if left dead will end up tat way.. or at least that is wat im hoping for soon..
for all those who r hoping ill reveal names etc.. .......... can keep dreaming cos that aint goin to happen anytime soon ..
Friends.. cant live without them .. would be a miserable excuse of a person if didnt have any ,. which is an improvement considering how the past few years ive had like few frens no thnx to my previous experience which i finished in NOV 11 2005.
Just a thought.. do friends actually mean pple who u can remain close to for a long time or pple who under different circumstances would not ever care if u existed.. seriously i have no idea and i hope tat the pple im close to regard me as frens feel the same way i do..
ive gotten to know quite a few pple well and i hope that we'll still be able to be close cos well honestly the start was rough cos i was like err.. more senior than most of them( actually all of them but saying it to make myself feel better and/or console myself that im like a relic compared to most of them hahaha) but thankfully i was able to mingle around and integrate myself into Commerce A which so happens to be the best Class in FY.. and now it feels like everyone is family or close to it..
which is why im concerned that just because we were a tight group in FY would it mean that we'll still be close or as time passes past , we'll drift apart in our own cliches.. ? Bit out of topic cos i would actually need to pass in order to feel that but it still would be the same..
The frens i have made here ,FY DCMFY Elim.. will always be in my heart
Only hope that as time passes, we'll get closer and not drift apart..
To those who i can regard as frens and bro's (sis's dun have dunno why LOL)
i salute u for making this a great year for me..
Look forward to passing and being back next yr(off to pray and mug )
ps mug=study like no day no night

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