heh time for new change; enough of the emo-ness on the blog, getting abit weak =P
I have realised that well aside from the emotional emo-ness that invades my head occassionally i still have heaps to learn before i can be ready to meet ...

1) Need to start rekindling relationship with the almighty. Other than prayer and the sporadic time alone its not enough to make a difference in my life and only by properly seeking and spending time with God will my life actually start to change for the better if not, well ill still be the same, stagnant individual that have been for the longest time.

2) Confidence= fail. as brutal n harsh at that sounds its something which is painfully obvious and is something that really needs work on. Not too sure how to go about it but something has to be done. Prob need to rethink strengths and weakness and how to build them up appropriately.

hmm these are the 2 i can think of now but =D its a good enough place to start